I know l might eventually turn this to a prayer but it’s a letter. Like it’s the same. I know you understand everything.
I love you. Today has so much hype about love and I don’t know if I am genuinely in love with anything or anyone but you.
I still find it hard that some people do not believe you exist. Obstinate to the core, they fail to see your awesomeness. Holy spirit help them see the light.
If I am not grateful for anything, I should be grateful for Jesus Christ. How much else can anyone love me? You bore everything for me and gave me Grace. What Jesus Christ has done for me is unfathomable. Words fail to paint the picture of my heart. He made life easier for me. I am no longer justified by the law. He left the holy spirit as a seal of his promise. I do not deserve this lord. I do not deserve someone to love me like this. How can you even love me while I was still a sinner? Then I realised your love is not based on my works but on who you are.
I feel stronger because I know it is no longer Funmilola that lives but Christ that lives in me. Do you laugh at me anytime I don’t have my things together and I pray for the world to end? Honestly, I do not mean it. I just get stressed and that comes to my head.
If there is anything the world claims to be sweeter than you I do not want. If there are things I desire that is not part of you will, Lord do not let me have it. I am at the point in my life I do not need to prove you exist. I just know you do. I do not need science to explain anything. The one who was,who is, and still to come. The one who was before ‘science’ This is just too vague to explain how I truly feel.
I know loving you is not by mere words. Help me lord to love . I couldn’t just resist writing this. You have made everything beautiful for me.
I pray I do not love anyone more than I love you. Yes, family will come later on but it’s in loving you I can genuinely love them .
I don’t have everything I need,I have unaccomplished goals but it’s in you I find peace, you are the source of my Joy.
I’m grateful because you are taking me to where I should be. Abide in me always.
Till the day you will call your own.
The one you sent your son for
The one you were crucified for
The one you are changing in obedience to Christ.